I dont know why.. i've been really angry and at times lost.. I seem to be irritated at the slightest jokes or remarks made by my collegues..those things that used to make me smile and laugh lost its effect on me.. I've been really grumpy and down for the whole week.
Really looking forward to the weekend.. i hope i can have some private time for myself.. need to do some thinking and soul searching activity this weekend.. i dont like to be in this state of mind.. i dont even like to see me like this, so what would other people think of me?
Some good news from hometown cheered me up a lil bit.. BN is now in control of Perak govenment again.. I dont want to elaborate on it as most of it are all in the newspapers.. but i believe that we have to learn from this episode.. that whatever we do.. the people/rakyat should come first..
So.. have a good weekend folks.. i haven't been myself for quite sometime now.. and for that i am deeply sorry.. hope this isn't a transition period where i turn from this jovial and funny person to just plain serious jackass.. i dont want to be sarcastic..witty yes.. but not this sarcastic and angry person.. Maybe the guy up there is looking down at me and getting pissed at me for not seeing HIM as often as i should anymore... mmm...
